fight.

I’m going to figure this out.
This lonely in the midst of love…
This uncertainty when things aren’t that bad…
I know what I want…
I’m fighting for it everyday…
For me. For us.
The minutiae isn’t as cooperative as I would like…
But I know the Universe has my back…
Even when I don’t see it, I know it…
I’m living it, breathing it
Not trying to succumb to the dark…
Embracing the light, even when it burns…
Even when I have to close my eyes to the magnificence of its brightness…
I see the sun. I am the sun.
I am light. I am beauty. I am.
I am.